Yours is the only version of my desertion

Hmm..

2005-05-30T17:33:35Z

Hard to keep up with both...so, join myspace. You no longer have a choice.

Here it is, my blog:

Bloggggggg

Its Friday, I'm In Love....

2005-05-20T22:54:49Z

Hello to all....

It was a nice day at work today...and I ALMOST got the day off on Monday...but noooooo....fuck. Everyone else is busy, and it would be unfair to have them cover for me. Fuck that, I do it whenever they want a WEEK off...I just want one day! Two three day weekends in a row would have been awesome...but whatever...the weekend is here...and I'm on my way to have some fun. I told my cousin I'd take her to see Star Wars (that I saw on Wed night)...but she hasn't called yet. Maybe she won't?

hmmm...in either case I'll be at Mychael's, because that's just where I go on Fridays...

xoxo to all, have fun, and be safe

Hey Jupiter - Tori Amos

2005-05-18T23:20:53Z

No one's picking up the phone
Guess it's me and me
And this little masochist
She's ready to confess
All the things that i never thought
That she could feel and

Hey Jupiter
Nothings been the same
So are you gay
Are you blue
Thought we both could use a friend
To run to
And I thought you'd see with me
You wouldn't have to be something new

Sometimes I breathe you in
And I know you know
And sometimes you take a swim
Found your writing on my wall
If my hearts soaking wet
Boy your boots can leave a mess

Hey Jupiter
Nothings been the same
So are you gay
Are you blue
Thought we both could use a friend
To run to
And I thought I wouldn't have to keep
With you
Hiding

Thought I knew myself so well
All the dolls I had
Took my leather off the shelf
Your apocalypse was fab
For a girl who couldn't choose between
The shower or the bath

And I thought I wouldn't have to be
With you
A magazine

No one's picking up the phone
Guess it's clear he's gone
And this little masochist
Is lifting up her dress
Guess I thought I could never feel
The things I feel
Hey Jupiter

Today may be the worst yet..

2005-05-17T01:33:20Z

Work is stressful.
My cat is gone and has been since last night.
They won't refill my medication for another 3 1/2 weeks
I feel such a great sadness in my chest...

I can't stand this

***edit, and as i was writing that, my dog sat next to me on the couch and PEED ON ME. I guess shes mad at me.

Fuck. Shit doesn't stop today.

Its a neverending cycle...not like I could ever for once fucking be happy for more than a damn week.
This better be over soon.

Desperate hands seek to comfort you

2005-05-16T05:37:28Z

Well did nothing after the dog park...then I finally got a hold of Miss Sarah and went to hang with her for a couple of hours. Then I got home...and here I am. Not sleeping like I'm supposed to be. But I'm off...I'm going to try my best to sleep :)

xoxo

Hey look at that...its DEAD ON accurate...haha

2005-05-16T01:06:49Z

SARAH! LOOK!

2005-05-16T01:02:19Z

HAAHAHHAHAHHAHA I'm dying over here

Just how deep do you believe?

2005-05-15T22:51:38Z

I've become bored. Its been a long time since I've been bored...and its Sunday...feels like a waste... but, hey its all good. Might be going out tonight, though...so I'll hope that goes through ok...I really wanna get outta here alreday....ahhhh ok. My venting is officially done. xxx

There is no you, there is only me...

2005-05-15T18:11:59Z

Went to the dog park...it was cool, Bella had fun, and shes passed the fuck out right next to me...whew. A break :)

Now I'm home, relaxing until something better happens to come along...ladeda.

Went to sleep at 230am and woke up at 9am... I don't think I need sleep at all anymore...weird. My dream come true, sleep is such a waste of time.

Work tomorrow...ugh. Can't wait for my week off.

Keys to my heart? There are none

2005-05-15T18:08:27Z

Well, Judy--not so accurate with me, but hey...hit and miss, right?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Bella Pictures ♥

2005-05-15T04:29:03Z

As if you needed these...haha ;)

Don't leave me this way...

2005-05-15T04:01:33Z

Well its now 1145PM and I still have not slept. WOAH Go me...haha...
We decided we weren't going to sleep (Mychael, Sarah, and I)...so we're hanging all night, morning comes...I know I have plans with Patrick and have not gone home...so I go to Old Navy to get some clothes to wear...lol. Mychael: Thank you for giving me your ultraspecial OLD NAVY credit card :) xoxo I'm sure Sarah is happy with her shirt too :)

After getting ready, I head down to Patrick's and begin the journey from (North Miami) to (Delray Beach) but it was good company, as always...and we all know I love to drive! ;) We had a great time on the way up, and met up with a friend of his when we were eating. Pork dumplings...they were amazing...his choice, of course...had it been mine we would have been in trouble! lol.... Here are some pictures of the Morikami Museum...

A shot of the lake...

Origami umbrella :)

Another display

And another

These are dolls made from WOOD...

This was also made out of a single piece of wood...incredible detail work

A view from the rear...

An ancient statue

Another ancient statue...

Patrick during lunch

My Plum Wine (thanks for the suggestion, Patrick!)

Japanese Tea House

Another lake view

An ORIGAMI Alligator

An ORIGAMI Butterfly!

So I had a great time...my gallery was full after that and I couldn't take any pictures, but Patrick's friend Kai was there with a camera and said he'd send them to us as well :) So...nothing missed! We went down to Dania Beach afterwards for a little Beach BBQ some of his friends were having...it was nice, and amazingly relaxed day. And I can't believe how alert I was all day considering my severe lack of sleep...But, Patrick is good company and good conversation..he rocks.

I am meeting my friend Juliet from work up at the dog park in Delray tomorrow...so that her baby Brighton and my baby Bella can play and run around and maybe they will be good for the rest of the day at home!!! ;)
I'm tired, but probably not going to go to bed just yet, I have some things to attend to...and then I'll be calling it quits...xoxo to all...

Fucking you is easy...loving you is hard

2005-05-14T13:33:12Z

Well I had a fun night last night, got home, went and got my hair done..its hot. superhot...red with black streaks, and he did it straight for me...awesome. Then I swung by Patrick's to pick something up and hang out a bit...watched a bit of House of Flying Daggers...good shit...well, what I saw of it. Then Mychael advised me he was ready so I went to his house and we went SoHo Lounge, met up with Sarah, Jaci, and Chase xSweetnessx Had fun, drank a lil bit, but was all in all ok. This medication I'm on prevents me from sleeping. So, I started taking it on Thursday, I went to sleep at 330 am and woke up on my own at 630am. And I've been up since 630am FRIDAY morning. Its now 930 SATURDAY morning, and I'm at Mychael's still...we decided to not sleep...Sarah was hanging too. We had some fun...all three of us together...a family (hahaha Sarah...) Today, I await Patrick's call, for we're going to the Morikami today. Fun Fun Fun!!! All withough sleeping...oh! And I haven't eaten since Wednesday night...this stuff also supresses and eliminates my appetite. Sooo I guess I'll be on my way then...xoxo to all

Its opening time down on Fascination Street...

2005-05-10T01:35:22Z

What a busy freakin day...whew. Its my "end of the month" my two biggest brokers have their month end on the 15th...and since that falls on SUNDAY, month end is FRIDAY...and everything has to get done now now now. BLAH...I'm exhausted and drained. But still a happy girl... just a tired happy girl. Bella is bouncing around having a great time...lol. Such a little ball of energy all of the time...

I wonder when I started the three dot thing... Its such a natural thing I happen to do when I type.
Weird.

xoxo

All I ever wanted...all I ever needed is here in my arms...

2005-05-09T04:13:15Z

WOW what an amazing concert. Sarah was incredible... took my breath away. Two encores...she's like...an angel. I could go on with this for hours...but, I'm going to have to sleep at some point this evening...lol. Weekend was great. Went to Derek's last night to hang with him and Patrick as well...we watched an animated version of Attack of the Clones and played a Star Wars lego game on PS2 (quite intriguing)...lol. Then I got home way too late and spent some time with the family this morning, and down to the concert I went. Now I'm home, the online junkie I am, online instead of sleeping which is what I should be doing...whatever...errr.....

Soooo see you all later, then...

Fuck yeah I'll bang Johnny Depp 130 times...

2005-05-07T00:54:20Z

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	130

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Hello to all

2005-05-07T00:51:44Z

Well, I got DSL last Saturday! Exciting news!! Life is great... Will be heading out to SOHO tonight if I can drag myself out....I really just feel like staying in and relaxing. I've been busy for so long now...its constant. Sometimes we all just need some relax time. BUT...haven't seen Mychael since two weeks ago before he went to Cali...so I feel semi-obligated to go down there tonight...however this work-week has left me exhausted. Utterly and completely. Tomorrow I want to go see The Stop Motion...they're playing at Churchill's...haven't seen them in forever!!! Then of course Sunday is Mother's Day...going to Jupiter, then to the Sarah Mclachlan show...yippppeeeeeee

Hmm I hope they let me stay home tonight...god am I tired...

xoxo

junglegirley @ 2005-05-06T20:40:00

2005-05-07T00:37:10Z

Your Japanese Name Is...

Hoshiko Masachika

What's your Japanese Name?

junglegirley @ 2005-05-05T22:47:00

2005-05-06T02:44:10Z

Your Taste in Music:

80's Alternative: Highest Influence

80's Pop: Highest Influence

90's Alternative: Highest Influence

Punk: Highest Influence

90's Rock: High Influence

Adult Alternative: High Influence

Alternative Rock: High Influence

Ska: High Influence

90's Hip Hop: Medium Influence

90's Pop: Medium Influence

Classic Rock: Medium Influence

Dance: Medium Influence

80's R&B: Low Influence

90's R&B: Low Influence

Hair Bands: Low Influence

Hip Hop: Low Influence

R&B: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

Hello to all

2005-04-24T03:39:58Z

I get internet connection in my house April 30th...wait for it wait for it!!!

So...I'm at Mychael's house. My source of internet connection.

ANGELICA IS HAPPY FOR ONCE.
Completely totally happy and free, independant and loving life-every aspect of it.

Life is so grand. I am so happy, words cannot describe. However, I see my friend John found me, which is wonderful, and he found Beau, so I'll be able to get a hold of him.

Two down one to go...
Stephen Roebuck....so if anyone so happens to come across this and knows anything of him please let me know.
I've tried everything to find him and fall short each time....its difficult to find people...when they're hiding, that is...

Well, till next time friends...I've got a party to attend to.
xoxoxo and all of that mushy stuff xoxoxo

I know another moment will break my heart...

2005-02-28T02:39:22Z

Almost forgot, there is a new picture of me (after weight loss...only my face...well actually...anyway) Those of you who have myspace should check out my new pictures.

One of my lovely face...hehe...for some reason it wouldn't let me upload it to my server with the stupid restrictions on this computer...but it is on there....and one of another area of my body...its like the one and only obscene picture of anywhere of my body I would ever ever post...because well I thought it looked good, and you can't see my face anyway so it could never be incriminating in the future...

Ok...toodles ;)

Pure morning...

2005-02-28T01:53:04Z

Yeah, so I went to jail for driving with a suspended license. 24 hours in hell is enough to change you...

I found a place to live today (thanks to Sarah for signing for me, due to my bad credit)

Its nice, in Boca...and close enough so that my friend Kristen can take me to and from work until my court date 3-4 weeks from now so that I can at that point re-instate my license. Until then- I am a prisoner. I am getting DSL though...to go with that lovely laptop at my new house. Yippee...living alone...what an adventure. All grown up....

Work is great, at least...and the personal life is good as well. My friends have been there for me through this, the good ones anyway :)

And Stef- just so you know, I did search for that book....and someone misplaced it, and it wasn't me. I'm so sorry...I was a bad friend in that regard...I suck. I know this now.
I'm trying to be a better person. I stopped biting my nails. I'm on a diet. And when I'm strong enough I'll quit smoking too....again...er...
I love you all...

junglegirley @ 2005-02-24T19:27:00

2005-02-25T00:28:10Z

Went to jail. Have to move- have no idea where. Lots to do, I'm almost there...

Your future is in my hands...

2005-02-05T17:55:02Z

Jobs for your LJ Friends by brianwarnersgrl
Username
are you sure you want to know?
positive?
ok this person is a hooker:	ladygenevieve
this person is a wrestler:	xghostxofxyoux
this person is in a famous band:	stefaniemay
this person is the singer of that band:	nomorechocolate
this person will be the future president in 2026:	blistersun
this person is a babymaker:	violatedkitten
this person is a drug dealer:	celita
this person is a stripper:	guinessrabbit
and of course we all knew they would be a nun	scortch

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Shake it like a polaroid picture...

2005-02-05T17:53:04Z

Your LJ Strip Club by ScreamingDolai
username
The type of joint you run
Your club is called	The "Naked Girls Who Pretend to Like You for Money" Club
Sleazy manager	vanilla_beauty
Scary bouncer	larimoon
Most frequent customer	grethorknight
Highest paid stripper	xfieryphoenix
Can do really acrobatic pole tricks	pentateuch
Just doing this to pay for med school	nomorechocolate
Had to get "enhancements" to make more money	violatedkitten

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