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Hello to all....

It was a nice day at work today...and I ALMOST got the day off on Monday...but noooooo....fuck. Everyone else is busy, and it would be unfair to have them cover for me. Fuck that, I do it whenever they want a WEEK off...I just want one day! Two three day weekends in a row would have been awesome...but whatever...the weekend is here...and I'm on my way to have some fun. I told my cousin I'd take her to see Star Wars (that I saw on Wed night)...but she hasn't called yet. Maybe she won't?

hmmm...in either case I'll be at Mychael's, because that's just where I go on Fridays...

xoxo to all, have fun, and be safe

No one's picking up the phone
Guess it's me and me
And this little masochist
She's ready to confess
All the things that i never thought
That she could feel and

Hey Jupiter
Nothings been the same
So are you gay
Are you blue
Thought we both could use a friend
To run to
And I thought you'd see with me
You wouldn't have to be something new

Sometimes I breathe you in
And I know you know
And sometimes you take a swim
Found your writing on my wall
If my hearts soaking wet
Boy your boots can leave a mess

Hey Jupiter
Nothings been the same
So are you gay
Are you blue
Thought we both could use a friend
To run to
And I thought I wouldn't have to keep
With you
Hiding

Thought I knew myself so well
All the dolls I had
Took my leather off the shelf
Your apocalypse was fab
For a girl who couldn't choose between
The shower or the bath

And I thought I wouldn't have to be
With you
A magazine

No one's picking up the phone
Guess it's clear he's gone
And this little masochist
Is lifting up her dress
Guess I thought I could never feel
The things I feel
Hey Jupiter

Work is stressful.
My cat is gone and has been since last night.
They won't refill my medication for another 3 1/2 weeks
I feel such a great sadness in my chest...

I can't stand this

***edit, and as i was writing that, my dog sat next to me on the couch and PEED ON ME. I guess shes mad at me.


Fuck. Shit doesn't stop today.

Its a neverending cycle...not like I could ever for once fucking be happy for more than a damn week.
This better be over soon.

Well did nothing after the dog park...then I finally got a hold of Miss Sarah and went to hang with her for a couple of hours. Then I got home...and here I am. Not sleeping like I'm supposed to be. But I'm off...I'm going to try my best to sleep :)


xoxo

HAAHAHHAHAHHAHA I'm dying over here

I've become bored. Its been a long time since I've been bored...and its Sunday...feels like a waste... but, hey its all good. Might be going out tonight, though...so I'll hope that goes through ok...I really wanna get outta here alreday....ahhhh ok. My venting is officially done. xxx

Went to the dog park...it was cool, Bella had fun, and shes passed the fuck out right next to me...whew. A break :)

Now I'm home, relaxing until something better happens to come along...ladeda.

Went to sleep at 230am and woke up at 9am... I don't think I need sleep at all anymore...weird. My dream come true, sleep is such a waste of time.

Work tomorrow...ugh. Can't wait for my week off.

Well, Judy--not so accurate with me, but hey...hit and miss, right?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

As if you needed these...haha ;)


( Bella )

Well its now 1145PM and I still have not slept. WOAH Go me...haha...
We decided we weren't going to sleep (Mychael, Sarah, and I)...so we're hanging all night, morning comes...I know I have plans with Patrick and have not gone home...so I go to Old Navy to get some clothes to wear...lol. Mychael: Thank you for giving me your ultraspecial OLD NAVY credit card :) xoxo I'm sure Sarah is happy with her shirt too :)

After getting ready, I head down to Patrick's and begin the journey from (North Miami) to (Delray Beach) but it was good company, as always...and we all know I love to drive! ;) We had a great time on the way up, and met up with a friend of his when we were eating. Pork dumplings...they were amazing...his choice, of course...had it been mine we would have been in trouble! lol.... Here are some pictures of the Morikami Museum...

( MORIKAMI )



So I had a great time...my gallery was full after that and I couldn't take any pictures, but Patrick's friend Kai was there with a camera and said he'd send them to us as well :) So...nothing missed! We went down to Dania Beach afterwards for a little Beach BBQ some of his friends were having...it was nice, and amazingly relaxed day. And I can't believe how alert I was all day considering my severe lack of sleep...But, Patrick is good company and good conversation..he rocks.

I am meeting my friend Juliet from work up at the dog park in Delray tomorrow...so that her baby Brighton and my baby Bella can play and run around and maybe they will be good for the rest of the day at home!!! ;)
I'm tired, but probably not going to go to bed just yet, I have some things to attend to...and then I'll be calling it quits...xoxo to all...

Well I had a fun night last night, got home, went and got my hair done..its hot. superhot...red with black streaks, and he did it straight for me...awesome. Then I swung by Patrick's to pick something up and hang out a bit...watched a bit of House of Flying Daggers...good shit...well, what I saw of it. Then Mychael advised me he was ready so I went to his house and we went SoHo Lounge, met up with Sarah, Jaci, and Chase xSweetnessx Had fun, drank a lil bit, but was all in all ok. This medication I'm on prevents me from sleeping. So, I started taking it on Thursday, I went to sleep at 330 am and woke up on my own at 630am. And I've been up since 630am FRIDAY morning. Its now 930 SATURDAY morning, and I'm at Mychael's still...we decided to not sleep...Sarah was hanging too. We had some fun...all three of us together...a family (hahaha Sarah...) Today, I await Patrick's call, for we're going to the Morikami today. Fun Fun Fun!!! All withough sleeping...oh! And I haven't eaten since Wednesday night...this stuff also supresses and eliminates my appetite. Sooo I guess I'll be on my way then...xoxo to all

What a busy freakin day...whew. Its my "end of the month" my two biggest brokers have their month end on the 15th...and since that falls on SUNDAY, month end is FRIDAY...and everything has to get done now now now. BLAH...I'm exhausted and drained. But still a happy girl... just a tired happy girl. Bella is bouncing around having a great time...lol. Such a little ball of energy all of the time...


I wonder when I started the three dot thing... Its such a natural thing I happen to do when I type.
Weird.



xoxo

WOW what an amazing concert. Sarah was incredible... took my breath away. Two encores...she's like...an angel. I could go on with this for hours...but, I'm going to have to sleep at some point this evening...lol. Weekend was great. Went to Derek's last night to hang with him and Patrick as well...we watched an animated version of Attack of the Clones and played a Star Wars lego game on PS2 (quite intriguing)...lol. Then I got home way too late and spent some time with the family this morning, and down to the concert I went. Now I'm home, the online junkie I am, online instead of sleeping which is what I should be doing...whatever...errr.....

Soooo see you all later, then...

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Well, I got DSL last Saturday! Exciting news!! Life is great... Will be heading out to SOHO tonight if I can drag myself out....I really just feel like staying in and relaxing. I've been busy for so long now...its constant. Sometimes we all just need some relax time. BUT...haven't seen Mychael since two weeks ago before he went to Cali...so I feel semi-obligated to go down there tonight...however this work-week has left me exhausted. Utterly and completely. Tomorrow I want to go see The Stop Motion...they're playing at Churchill's...haven't seen them in forever!!! Then of course Sunday is Mother's Day...going to Jupiter, then to the Sarah Mclachlan show...yippppeeeeeee


Hmm I hope they let me stay home tonight...god am I tired...

xoxo

Your Japanese Name Is...

Hoshiko Masachika

Your Taste in Music:

80's Alternative: Highest Influence

80's Pop: Highest Influence

90's Alternative: Highest Influence

Punk: Highest Influence

90's Rock: High Influence

Adult Alternative: High Influence

Alternative Rock: High Influence

Ska: High Influence

90's Hip Hop: Medium Influence

90's Pop: Medium Influence

Classic Rock: Medium Influence

Dance: Medium Influence

80's R&B: Low Influence

90's R&B: Low Influence

Hair Bands: Low Influence

Hip Hop: Low Influence

R&B: Low Influence

I get internet connection in my house April 30th...wait for it wait for it!!!

So...I'm at Mychael's house. My source of internet connection.

ANGELICA IS HAPPY FOR ONCE.
Completely totally happy and free, independant and loving life-every aspect of it.


Life is so grand. I am so happy, words cannot describe. However, I see my friend John found me, which is wonderful, and he found Beau, so I'll be able to get a hold of him.

Two down one to go...
Stephen Roebuck....so if anyone so happens to come across this and knows anything of him please let me know.
I've tried everything to find him and fall short each time....its difficult to find people...when they're hiding, that is...



Well, till next time friends...I've got a party to attend to.
xoxoxo and all of that mushy stuff xoxoxo